Fear and worrisome fills the air around me yet, I keep it inside. The disappointment I dare not to drop apon my, mother, my sisters, my best friend, nor my companion. Knowing that this secret will crush each and everyone of their hearts. What gave us the idea of keeping secrets from one another, indeed it may be a minor secret for example one day I was not satisfied with the outfit I had choosen to wear to school, now don't get me wrong, but im a lady who loves to dress up (Occassionaly) in hopes to feel beauty and confidence to where I will recieve compliments from my peers on the cute blouse I chose to wear or the mound of accessories I have dangling from my ears, neck, and wrist. One hurtful comment will ruin the way an individual looks at his/herself. It may stick with that individual for who knows how long it may never be fixed no matter how many times they have been told sorry. Self confidence is an issue I see numerous teens dealing with, I could blame television, fast food restraunts, parents, etc. truth is no matter what I try to blame for a teens low self confidence on is nothing but a cover up. It all starts with that one secret an individual who coiencidently over heard his/her peers snicker to one another. If every girl weight 100 or less pounds, with a height of 5'9'', long silky smooth hair, and perfectly shaped nose, eyes, or face structure, then wouldn't we all get tired of looking like one another? Wouldn't you think a solution for this would be to look NOT normal? exactly because that we no longer want to look beautiful we would rather dye our hair like the rainbow? or not care what our weight is because we believe that weighing 100 pounds and standing 6 feet tall is hideous? Everyday I ponder why our society came up with the idea that women should look a certain way to be beautiful. When everyone human being is beautiful.